| where did the time go |
[Nov. 4th, 2008|07:28 am] |
Things have been soooo crazy lately. But for some reason today seems like a good day to say hello to the world again. Election day. There's something about election day that makes me feel incredibly historic. Like...Im doing something that people in our country have done for hundreds of years, which really....is kind of silly, because most of us do things like that everyday. But for me, todays different. The anticipation of today kills me, but Ive been pretty lucky in that the this election and the last one I voted in were both nailbiters :) Today makes me proud. And I have to be honest, there arent a whole lot of times when I can honestly say Im proud of our country, most of the rest of the world laughs at us, and really, thats probably what theyre doing today. But today, to me, it doesnt matter.
Um, errrr, welllllll. Thats really all ive got in me right now. Its really early...well, not really early, but early enough, and ive yet to think about anything interesting other than sleep. Perhaps more later. |
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| Office of Doom sounds appropriate |
[Jun. 27th, 2008|12:22 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | crazy, work | ] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | work | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  bitchy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | flogging molly | ] |
Today sucks. I hate this job, I hate 60% of the people I work with and I hate that I don't do anything about it. The idea that I am responsible for everything that goes on in this department is utter lunacy. I will, of course, take responsibility for problems I've created, however, I will not accept responsibility for the fact that because some people are morons and can't grasp simple concepts, work gets fucked up. So, thats work. What else is new.
Personally, todays also been shit. I don't enjoy thunderstorms, nor do I wish to be caught in them at work. I had a dream last night (mind you, I dont dream often .....at all, or recall them anyway) the dream was me, stuck at work, for some unknown reason...I couldnt leave. Worst.Dream.Ever. Had a nice email from a friend today, telling me to get over myself, and when I say nice what I meant to say was douchey. Between that, and my ability to complicate the simplest of situations, Id prefer to be in my bed, with a book and a cup of coffee. Screw guys, Im content enough to sit with the cat for now. Im tired of wasting my time.
AAAAAnd, on new of my ever decreasing ambition for all things cinematic....
I saw The Happening on Friday night. Really Shyamalan, I know you can write better than that. Horrible script. Fantastic cinematography. Really awful script, which most time leads to really awful acting...which is what happened here. All the same, it was an enjoyable enough experience. I was talking to someone the other day about it...they looked at me and said....wow, you really know what youre talking about dont you. My response, which, wasnt warranted, and confirmed my craziness for yet another indivudual was this...."No, as a matter of fact, I dont know nearly enough. I don't know enough to make a decent movie, I dont know as much as some other people I know, and the worst part is that Im doing nothing about it. My passion is cinema, I want to make words come alive, and I havent the faintest idea how and it's no ones fault but my own."
End climax of the week. |
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| ugh |
[Jun. 12th, 2008|12:41 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | me, twilight, work | ] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | work | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | i wish | ] |
Whats it been....a week. I feel like Ive been so busy. Really...all Im doing is going home and reading. It feelsI pathetic, but I really enjoy it. Who needs a guy right? Anyway, I still havent had the motivation to figure some of this out, I tried searching for what i thought were groups of intrest, but Im still not convined I did it right. I've also come to the comclusion that I know absolutely no one on here...other than Val of course. So, that means Ive got to get started making friends. Internet friends are fantastic and even better if they turn into real life friends, lol.
I really should be doing something productive with my time, however, I just don't want to. Im tired. I'm 21 years old. Is feeling like you're 50 normal? I doubt it. Overall, other than exhaustion, Im in a good mood and a good place. If I could just get a kick from life in the right direction, I'd feel a lot better.
And just because it makes me happy:
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| I've arrived |
[Jun. 4th, 2008|02:05 pm] |
So, here I am. A new community. A new set of fun. Give me some time, Im adjusting from far less exciting myspace and facebook.
I need hours upon hours to figure stuff out sometimes :) |
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